lead me on

Monday, April 21, 2008

hehehe... yes love love...hahaha as joo joo will say... hahaha.. okays anyway, in the morning revising for my paper which is later around 10... haha i thought to myself and i prayed... i prayed over things that now have a TUG in my heart. yes. TUG. hahaha
okay anyway, this is wad was spoken to me. Wanted to share here then.

i was thinking to myself and praying to God that I want to serve Him, i want to serve people, I want to be the last of the last if u wanna put it. Cause i would say that i really love my people. At times, of course when i see myself or my member or even evan, i get heartache. or literally heart break.. piang piang that kind...hahahah.

here goes partly about what God tell me... and i want this to sink in into you as well.

The road from here to eternity is never intended to be easy, and I (GOD) know it. Of course at times you (me) are inclined to grumble at time about the situation you are at. At times, it is when you are confused by the events that are taking place in your life. But remember the treasures i have laid up for you my daughter! Remember the reward and remember the focus is on Me. you said ureself that without me(God) you are nothing. Keep your eyes on me then and aren't I all you need? I am training you, to prepare you for eternity, for the path lies ahead.

yes the comforting news is that in the midst of all testing and development, we are given the Holy Spirit!

Romans 8:23 Not only that, but we also who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, eagerly waiting for the adoption, the redemption of our body

Of course we can groan, but be reminded not to mix up groaning with grumble.
When we grumble, what are we saying? That we are not contented in life, that God's sovereign purpose is being challenged, that we deserve better than this! ( which many of us know that we don't)
In trek to Promised Land, the Jews responded same didn't they? they grumbled! There was always 'not enough'. Not enough food, water,comfort, blah blah blah.
Be reminded my friends, that even Paul admonishes us saying :
(1 Cor:9) nor let us tempt Christ, as some of them also tempted, and were destroyed by serpents; (v10) nor complain, as some of them also complained, and were destroyed by the destroyer. (v11) Now all, these things happened to them as examples, and they were written for our admonition, upon whom the ends of the ages have come.

so my dear love love... ahahah.. are you groaning or grumbling? What your answer is will determine if you understand and accept that this earthly sojourn is God's time and means to make everyone of us Christlike and preparing us for eternity. ITS ALL LINKED!

Signing off,7:51 AM
Child of god